aOkay, I get it I can never be the first one but do I don’t even have a right to ask? As in why can’t I be anyone’s first choice, someone’s priority, someone’s first option, someone’s first best friend. Why the second one? Do I just don’t deserve it all?

Here I start believing that I am finally the first option for you I start feeling special, and with in a blink of eye, I am back from where i started, where I was, where I have stood and where I will always stand.