I kept looking at the constant blood dripping and I didn’t even faint. My index, ring and little finger started going numb. And it’s somewhere here that I felt this sharp pain which jolted me out of the trance. I realized what I had done. And yet after all this it didn’t feel anything. My heart still bled.

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A year ago I slit my wrist. It has 7 deep scars left from that day. The first time I did it, it pained a lot. It was scary and it hurt real bad. And yet after that I went on to have 12 more. You wonder why? At times even i do. It is not that I’m some psychotic sadist who loves to see herself drenched in blood, just that doing such an act calms me and I forget how painful it was at that very moment. ‘That moment’ which almost…

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